October's feeling

Recently I'm getting more and more lazy though homeworks, assignments, test, etc are getting more and more loaded ..
ishk ishk ishk ...
Was thinking is my brain size shrinking ?
though have read the books many many times...
But it end up nothing is going inside my brain @@!
Or was I reading it without "heart" 
Agu ~~~ have to find smtg to motivate myself more.. mooooooore... moooooooooooooore....


Ooooh another thing ... why am I agree to take part in the flashmob ?! o.O 
I must be insane ~.~ As classmates said that if class rep is going they're going !! So as a class rep , what should I do ?! Gash ~ That is why I agreed to join >.<!
Hmmm ... I can't dance ~ What should I do ?! Ahhhh.... TT_TT

Btw, 3 November and 4 November are getting closer =( those dates are realli annoying me !! For someone who so afraid to go for a dentist is going to undergo teeth operation, so what do you think she feels like ?!
Ugh ~ Whatever .. All I have to do is keeping on FIGHTING AZA AZA !!!

Stray to you! Precious to me!

Remember when I was 12 or 13 years old, my grandpa brought a white colour with brown spotted puppy back. It’s a she =) She was cute to me even she’s a stray dog. When she first reach my house (dad’s coffee shop), she was like scared of people. I asked my grandpa: Why is she so scared? And why you brought her back? My grandpa said he saw an illegal dog seller who capture “stray puppies” and sell them at Lorong Kulit. { Which after that my dad told me if they didn’t manage to sell them they will feed them themselves and sell it to the illegal hawker who sell dog meat---- Cruel !! } Grandpa said they are all very pity because the seller keeps almost 20 of them in a cage!!! And they’re most probably on the age of 1. Which means the cage is obviously too small for them =( Grandpa said he couldn’t do anything but to save (buy) one of them as we couldn’t afford to feed all of them. Guess what ?! One dog cost only RM5 !!! What a tragic ! It is few thousand times cheaper than those pure breed dogs in a pet shop !! I was wondering what’s the difference between stray dogs and pure breeds dogs ? Aren’t all of them dogs ? since they’re human’s best companion, why treat them differently ?

As these questions came into my mind, my parents said they don’t really agree to keep her because we’re doing food industry business, is it quite unhygienic besides my sister are really afraid of dogs {even a puppy ==!}. But grandpa, grandma and I insist of keeping her. My parents had no idea but to agree. =) Glad! Of course, we gave her a name “White White” ! Curious with the name ?! Well, it’s given by my grandpa who is not really educated and he insist on it by saying it’s the best name for her =D haha !!

White White @ 2011

After  one or two weeks in our house, my parents started to accept her and she became part of my family =) But the weird things is she never cry or even a sound from her is heard ><! We were quite worried at that stage though her appetite was good! But our worried vanish after a few weeks as she started to bark at stranger passed by our “house”.

She turned out to be very naughty as she likes to bite our shoes, cloth, boxes, newspaper, etc. We thought she was finding something to bite because of the growth of her teeth and so we bought her plush toys. Surprisingly, she doesn’t like toys ><! *sigh ~and we don’t really chain her unless she started to bark at others dogs because we scared they’ll be fighting at each other’s. We don’t really train her but she is quite understanding, she don’t bark at our customers during day but when there are people coming near to our shop at night, she’ll bark at them. Though many of my parent’s friends said she’s really intelligence but she quite playful and sometimes she purposely don’t want to do what you tell her to do or she do it in another way ==!

Oh ya ! I did tell that my sister was afraid of dogs right ?! A year after White White joined or family, our whole family had treated her as our family members. Though my sister was afraid of her but I know she’s quite good to White White ! Sometimes, she even suggest my mother to bring some food from restaurant back for her!! *winks

Now White White is still with me but as years goes by my worried came closer. I heard people said dogs can’t live more than 10 years. She’s been with me for 7 years and remember when she came to my house she’s like 1 years old. So she’s approximately 8 years old now. I’m worried. Silly me always tell my mother White White cannot leave me until I married and had my own children. I wanna show my children what a good dog White White is. My mother always answers me: Don’t be silly is a torture to her for living so long. When it’s time for her to go she’ll go. It’s the best for her.

For me White White is very precious to me even though she’s a stray dog just like how you precious your pure breed dog. Stray dogs need love too just like your pure breed dog. For those who abuse stray dog just because they’re stray, hell you go!! Especially this few years, I saw many articles and videos from facebook. They torture them with fire, punch them, step on them, etc. They are also part of this world, they deserve to live and deserve to be love. God made them for a purpose, not for you to abuse them. Your life is precious, their life is also precious. And for those who dump their dogs just because they’re sick and hate stray dogs, please I beg you don’t ever keep a pet after this. You’re creating more stray dogs that you hate once you dump them.

  

*Stray dogs : Dogs which do not have owner or in Malaysia those dogs which are no pure in breed are considered as stray dogs. 

**Just when I was going to click the button "publish post" I saw another irresponsible act towards dog : https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=222645901107661&set=a.202065756499009.47358.199141126791472&type=1&ref=nf

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Dilemma

What should I do ?!

Somebody please give me the answer ~~

Should I just operate a tooth or operate 4 teeth ?!

Gaaaasssshhh ~~

I really dunno what to do man ><!

If operate one then next time I have to operate again ><!

If operate 4 teeth together,

I have to go into the operation theater and operate @@!

I mean the real operation theater not at the dentist surgery room ...

*Sigh ~~~

Can somebody help me decide ?!

Yen

110927

Random

What should I say ??

This pic caught my attention

Why ??

Cause it's a beautiful bicycle

This pic made me feel ashamed 

Why ??

Cause it reminds me that I do not know how to ride a bicycle

though I always wanted to ride one

I just can't remember how many times I've learnt it

but ...

It was always a failure ..

Yea not even once succeed !!

Sigh ~

Yen 

160911

Friends lives in my heart !

时间过得真快

许许多多已变成了回忆

时间的脚步

我留不住

你的脚步

追梦而去

我们为了梦想

为了前途

奔向前方

用我们的双腿

走出一条朝向梦想的路

时间的紧逼

让我们越分越远

但我们的心却因思念

而越靠越进

你的决定

有我支持

你在远方

有我思念

我们的友谊

不会因时间改变

飞吧

累了

肩膀借你

烦了

耳朵借你

每当你需要一个人陪

我总会准备好

不管未来我们多忙

相信有一天我们总会相聚

哪怕是我们掉了牙的那天

我也不会忘了我们的友谊

Friendship is not easy !!
I treasure it !!

You knew that you live in my heart !!!

Yen

120911

*PS : I dunno why suddenly my chinese so good xD

don't expect more than this writing this already killing me =(

Let's see if you really know me ...

I'm unpredictable !!

Even when you see my eyes...

You think you know what I'm thinking...

But it was actually not ...

I don't really show my emotion in my eyes...

I do know how to cover up my emotion...

I do know how to fake the emotion in my eyes...

So don't you think you know me...

I'm more independent than you see...

I'm more mature than you see...

Nobody knows ones better ...

Neither himself...

You don't really know me...

I do know myself better than you...

But I do not know myself very very well...

Just like you...

Do you know yourself well ???

I mean very very well ???

Every steps I take leads me to myself...

You see ....

Everytime you says :

You know me well...

You know what I'm thinking...

All I do was smiling to you...

What I think was you are under-judge me...

Or even over-judge me...

True that sometime your guess are right...

But it was only 50%

Get what I mean ???!!!

Ugh !!! I don't think you get it >~<!

Just forget bout it !!!

Keep judging me if you like =~=!

I rather be single now

Cause it's not the time yet

Yen

050911

Sooo not me >

From this :

To this :

And now I look like this :

TT_TT

Regret with my decision to change my hairstyle ~
*sigh

My mom's birthday eve

17/7

My mom's birthday

Due to my aunt is coming out on 17/7

We celebrate my mom birthday one day earlier !!

We went to Penang Hill and Haagen Dazs !! Yeah !!

17 June 2011

*Sigh～～

My left leggy got injured by the exhaust pipe of my dad's motorbike T^T

I was rushing to catch the bus

So i didn't apply any medicine until I reach school =(

The pain was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo ~~ ishk

Glad that it was ok now ~~

While on the way back to my house

I was standing all the way from my school to my house

Then I saw a scene which was really really disappointed me

A boy was siting on the orange zone

It was the zone for disabled and the old

Normally people sits there would stand up and give the seat to those who need it

But this boy was soooo ... *sigh ~

When the bus reached Midland's bus stop the bus got full

And then an old women came and standing in front of the boy hoping he will give her the seat

But the boy didn't even bother about the women and keep looking left and right, up and down

He was like act dunno about it

It was really shame that at last it was a old man who stand up and gave the old women the seat because the old man said his destination is going to reach soon

And when the bus reached another bus stop

Another old women came

And he again didn't bother to give the seat to the old women

The old women was standing beside me

I couldn't do anything but to let her hold on to the handle

And what get me frustrated was the boy was from our school !!

What a shame !!!!

Is the young generation nowadays was really corrupted ??

While at least I'm not

Phew ~

Four-ever Part III

I'm the camera gurl ~~ ^^

Too much for us ?!

Noooooooooooooo !!
Can;t believe we ate more than this @@!

Yeah !! Dydy & Yen ~~

1st food we ate at there ~~
Hoho served by Me =P

Now is Dydy's turn to be camera gurl xD

Awwww ~ Sweet couple huh ~ =D

Fruuse ~~ Blueberry yogurt ~ Yum yum <3

Here the Four-ever <3 *winks

... BFF ...

~ Just promise me we'll stay together ~

Four-ever Part II

Can I say we're friend from primary school ?!

3 beauty ~~ ♥

Look !! Dydy sing until so high ~ xD

Weeee ~~ BFF ya ♥

I'm still not done with Kung Fu Panda xD haha

Peace ~ Why are we bending down ?! 

Hmmmmm ....

Four-ever Part I

Yeah !!! Peach , Grapes and Honey Dew !!!

Haha !! It's mii , Mandy and Turtle ~~
My face swollen d xD

Ha !! Went to watch Kung Fu Panda 2 !!
And I bought the kung Fu Panda Tumbler !!
Nice rite ?! =)

Wooof woooof !! This is the evidence !!
Don't forget to fulfill what you had promised !! *winks

Gosh !! We took this pica furtively !!
♥ BFF !! ♥

Challenges ?!

Hmmmm ... Should I say is a semester fuuuuullllll of challenges ?!
Ehem ... But I do think that I learnt a lot from my so call *Challenges* ;)


From 9th May until now .... Many things happened .... 


1st  !!


I've learnt to ride Rapid alone cause the school bus's timetable didn't match with my class's timetable
A big step for mii to be independent 


Wait for the bus at bus stop alone .. (Ugh ! Sometime it took mii more than 45 minutes to wait for the bus)


While on the bus ... ( I try not to sit *okay I wanted the olds to sit ... I try not to talk to strangers especially those foreign workers... Actually I'm afraid of them.. hmm.. maybe some perceptions ... But now ... I can ride the bus alone without any fear ... It was actually no big deals to ride on a bus alone =D And now I can ride a bus to anywhere I want .. I don't have to trouble my friends and my parents to fetch mii which i actually hates ^^ )


Learnt to ride bus yeah !!! 

2nd !!

Which I was actually not really want to talk about ><!


I had a quarrel with my assistant class representative over some books problem !


Okay I know I was wrong when I scold what the fuck ==!
But then what he said really pissed me off ..
Ugh !!! No comment dun wan raise up unnecessary issues ...


Learnt a lesson from there which was :
Dun quarrel with a man which scold lady cause there's no point even though you're right .. 
And Just forget it cause no point to remember it

I'll make sure I forget you !

3rd !!

Friends' fight over each other ..
Okay it was just a small issue ...
Sometimes we joke but people doesn't think so ..
Which was a big problem if that occurs ...


But right now it was now all settle .. Glad that everyone was fine now =)
If not ... Go back and see nameless's latest comment (ehem ... I'm sure some of you dun understand wad's nameless xD )


Lesson learnt : Joking around may bring fun but not too over C=

See true friends stay together.. 

We go through these together and now we are still together =)

4th !!


After the quarrel with my assistant class representative ...
Both class representative and assistant resigned @@!


And we had no class rep and ass.class rep for bout one week +
So out management principle's tutor held and election 


Ugh !! I've been chosen to be the class rep and my friend became ass.class rep ...
*sigh ~ Though I not really wanted to be class rep ...
Cause I go to school by bus which may be some problem to me when i have to take books for all my classmates
But I realized I got my BF assistant to help mii soo ...
I'll make sure I'll be a good class rep =)

5th !!!

OOoooh I use to be leader for all the assignments since sem 1


So this semester I let my friend Amanda be the leader of our english group assignment


Sorry to her because I forgot about she was the leader 
and started to told my group member what should they do *sigh ~
Though she say don't be silly cause she dun mind about it
But I mind gurl ~~ (* cause I feel that I had show no respect to you =(  )
Im really really sorry Amanda ~~


Learnt : Never use *used to be* as an excuses 

Hope everythings gonna be fine from now on =)

Will do my very best to face those *challenges*

Nothing can beat me down cause there's a will there's a way ^^

I knew I love You Truly Madly Deeply At the Beginning, Heaven Knows ..

The songs which I liked most !!! And if I combine the songs' title it end up to be *I knew I love you truly madly deeply at the beginning.... Heaven knows .. *   ;) winks

To My Friends Near And Far

To My Friends Near And Far

Reaching across the world

For its that time of the year

As I send seasons greetings

With a heart warming cheer 

Adding glow to the greeting

Choosing the brightest star 

I wish for joy and happiness

For my friends near and far 

Keeping bonds of friendship

It matters not how far apart

Peace and love to everyone 

In this special heart to heart 

Expressing my appreciation 

Each one of you I hold dear 

I wish for hope and harmony 

Throughout the coming year

By Hope

*****   To all my friends near and far....

I do always miss you all ....